Monday, February 12, 2007

I have knots in my stomach!

So, have you ever done anything spontaneous, without really thinking of the consequences, and then when faced with those consequences, start to regret that spontaneity?

That is how I am feeling today. I have huge knots in my stomach. I feel nauseous.

About two weeks ago, Madeline brought home a local paper she had gotten from one of her classes. We don't get the paper so I was scanning over it and noticed a small blurp requesting submissions from readers about a love song that describes their relationship. Being the music lover that I am, I knew instantly the song that best described Brandon & I's relationship. So without really thinking it through, I e-mailed the journalist and explained why this song perfectly described our love.

Not two hours later, she e-mailed me back. Then two days later, she called me to tell me that she had chosen our story for the lead in the article. This is where I began to be nervous.

Then a few days later, a photographer called and said he needed to do a photo shoot for the article. This is where I began to be VERY, VERY nervous.

So, now today I am jittery and feeling sick to my stomach because in tomorrows paper, either in the Lifestyle section, or possibly the front cover (please pray for a VERY big news story), there will be a story about us, and a picture of my fat mug!